Wednesday, 11 September 2013

"Then I awoke and found my love. Oh what a dream, as heavenly as the one above.."



I finished a short story called Sunflower for this upcoming magazine Voicings: The Canadian Literary Magazine for Aboriginal Writing.

The publishers were kind enough to contact me earlier in the summer about writing for their premiere issue. I also did a Q&A with them, and once summer was near its end I managed to bang out a short story in a matter of several hours after thinking about it all season.

It was kind of like when I wrote Jonas - I had that one done within a few hours and spent a couple of days editing and rewriting some parts. I wrote Jonas for a national writing contest, and it took first place.

It was the first time I had really won anything. And the first time I had really really wanted to win, to at least place in the top 10. First place was amazing.

I hope readers enjoy Sunflower just as much.

This time around I have the benefit of getting some feedback from editors on what to change/make more clear. I did not have that when writing Jonas, so I am so thankful for the notes now because it really just helps to improve the story.

I can't wait to hear people's reactions and see it all put together later.

I hope more opportunities arise to write short stories, as they are fun and give me the chance to really put my creativity to work.

All those years spent daydreaming, reading, and listening to sappy music are paying off. One step leads to another, and then another. Keep going.

Thanks to Winter for publishing me for the first time, for giving me my big break.

Friday, 9 August 2013

Creditless.


Feels like a night of O.C re-runs and attempts at writing.

Today I had to put my foot down and confront someone about their behaviour. He tried to brush it off as just a joke but there was nothing humourous about what he said and did.

It was really just a cheap shot and quite pointless.

I don't know what I did to him, or why he seems so completely miserable over something so trivial, but I am sort of glad he is out of my life.

He wasn't really helping any situation anyway - empty promises.

Too busy a schedule to put any real work in - yet he seemed to be taking credit for other people's hard work.

I think it's time for him to just move on and try something different, otherwise he is only going to keep living in the past.

The past has passed.

Toodles.

Sunday, 4 August 2013

The Wawatay Columns - updated September 11, 2013











I love live music...


Being Human.

I'm unsure of whether or not I am a "blog" type person anymore. I've grown accustomed to working on 700 word columns and saying the right thing - or posting a quirky short status on social media.

I don't even know where to begin really.

Summer's almost over - and I feel like I haven't done anything.

Fall will be here soon and then comes winter.

And then Christmas?

Last Christmas was the start of something very depressing and I can't wait to make new memories this year.

I can't wait to make better choices and do things differently.

But to be completely honest I think that if I had the chance to do it all over again I would do the exact same thing.

Does that make me a bad person? Does it make me a stupid person.

Think I'm just being human.

Sometimes humans are weak.

Tuesday, 16 July 2013

Never too late for an update..

Updated the blog layout - it was looking a little outdated and unlike me at all.

I am at work right now so a real blog update will have to wait until later.
I am just glad I got all that other stuff out of the way and now the blog looks a little more femme, more mature, more... ready to host some real whiny shit.





And maybe a little about music...